Bye-bye shine!

Ok, whilest watching a video the other day I heard the guru say that they were part of ''gloss out 2010''. Entreaged, I searched it and found out more.
It's a movemeant that's little like project 10 pan - were the idea is to use up all of a product - execpt people are making up their own rules and variations. Some are limiting themselves to 5 new golsses this year, while trying to use up ones they already have, and others aer just going for limited ones, but the main idea is to use up as much as you can in 2010. I think this is a great idea, and as of now I will be joining onto Gloss Out 2010!

My collection:

14 glosses & 9 lipsticks (I'll explain more later)
Now, granted, I don't have a HUGE collection (not as big as my eye shadows!!) But I litrally never them. I'm more of lipstick girl and I do use those, but not that often.
So, my rules:
- Mainly trying to use up glosses but there are some lipsticks I want to hit pan on too, so those will be included.
- I can buy a new gloss, but only when I've finished one and if I know that I will wear it!

My hopes for this is that I'll get into to wearing gloss more, I see them in shops and love the colours (I'm like a magpie but with colour!!) so I buy them and they just sit in a box because they feel irritating to wear, I'm used to pain ol' Vasiline!

Elf are wonderful folk!

I got my box of eyes lips face (elf) produes yesterday! I'm going to do a video about what i got a long with mini reviews seeing as I've had time to use them too.
I really shouldn't have spent that money but oh well the produes are good!
I'm now going to start doing project 10 pan but with a difference. I really have a problem with buying eye shadows. I have so many compared with every other piece of make up I have so I'm making a pact with myself that I won't buy anymore till I've used up ten of the one's I've already got... which could take a while because I've had - and used - some of them for 2 years you can't even see the 'pan'!!
I've got loads planed for both my channels but it's just trying to find the time. I now start at 9.00 on four days at college and at 10.30 on a Thursday, so it's really hard for me to find the time alone where I can do videos now.

Into my world, what a scarey place!

Well, well, well.... I haven't posted in a while; sorry. Why am I saying sorry? It's not as if anyone's following me or reading this! But hey, I'll carry on.
I've started a new channel on YouTube. MyIndigoDusk is for vlogs and random things from my life. I thought it might be easier for me to keep up with it because it won't require loads of editting like the beauty videos do and it should be more fun! I will still be doing beauty videos, don't worry, but just not as often. I feel that I have a lot of things to say and if a get at least a few veiws on each video then someone will have listened to what I ahve to say. I don't get listened to any other time. So yeah, cheak that out at http://www.youtube.com/user/MyIndigoDusk.
Ok, I need to lose some weight, I not weigh near 11 stone! When last year it was 9. I don't know why it is, maybe because I wasn't in a good place last year, but I really hate having all this extra fat so I'm going to try and excersice more. Dan and I did try a diet a few weeks ago - and it was working - but we knida slipped off somehow so now I think it's just me. So I'll keep you posted on that...

Nothing else is really that intersting about my life.

What's the point

Since Lamb I've been thinking about my old life (I won't go into detail) and how much freer I was. I've recently been dragged into this trap of the education system; get ''good'' education>>get ''good'' job>>have a ''good'' life. But most peoples lives are boring. So boring in makes me sick to think I might live like that for my whole life. And I don't want to do anything I've been studying for a career. I've always wanted to be a musishion, since I was 9 amd going to Lamb reminded me of that. It also reminded me just [most of] the friends I've got now are really boring. I don't have the same kind of relationship as I did with my old friends. I don't know if that's because of what happened to me or because of the people they are. They're really nice, but I just don't connect.

At the moment I'm in a really weird place. I'm considering whether to continue with collehe next year or not because I'm not USING any of the shitty qualifications I'm working so hard for, but yet I know I should get them.
I just hate how everyone is brain-washed into thinking that having a job is the key to everything. It's not. Maybe it'd make some people happy, but not me. I don't want to be a designer. I want to play music and travel. It's what I've wanted for a long time and I can't believe I lost slight of it!!

Lamb. Of. GOD!!!!

They were amazing! It took us over 3 hours to find the o2 and then we waited for another two, but it was worth it. We were in the balconey, which isn't what I paid for, but we got right next to the stage at the front. It was lacking in attmospher up there thouogh, if you've ever been to a metal consert, you'll know about the pits, the moshing and generally getting throwen around. That was going on, on the floor. Not where we were. Dan and I were head banging, screaming, devil horns in the air, but no one around us. There were just sat, watching. Maybe the slight nod of a head here and there. I'm telling you, it was like they were watching fucking opra, but Lamb of God!
But think the fact that we were the only lively ones on the balcony caused Willie (rhythem) to salute us twice. Once when he came out and was playing with one hand on his own with lead chris and then again just before they went off stage. I guess they must have just been happy that someone up top looked like they were having fun!

It was great, but I wish I took mmy camera. Because thought we were in the stalls we didn't take much, so all the pictures are on my boyfriends 2 mag. pixle phone camera, rather than my digital SLR whih I would have taken had I knowen we'd be up there.
I want to go again now, they were so good live, Randy really knows how to get the cround going, plus it was their first show of 2010! Next time they come here I'm fucking going, and I'm gunna be on the floor this time!
Best picture I got!

And the second best:


K, this is really random, but before we left we saw a guy taking pictures of a new tree in the town center. He looked like a touist and this is DanDans inpression of him: